January 2010
2 posts
November 2009
2 posts
Jordana Nicole Swanson
Thank you for breaking my heart…
good luck with jordan
October 2009
1 post
so much shit
so little time
one day soon she’ll be mine…
August 2009
5 posts
in the end of it all...
is it worth it?
yeah… thats why its so scary..
i am completely ENRAGED
How dare you fucking talk BULLSHIT about me and my fiance.
HOW DARE YOU!
you don’t know me
you never will know me
you are a pathological liar to a point where you believe your own lies!!!!!
I WANT TO FUCKING SMACK YOU!
Jordana Nicole
Sleeping without you next to me doesn’t work anymore….
I love you
July 2009
6 posts
This is why she means the world
silentapplause: i love you so much
shortyjordy: i love you too u want you with me now and forever
im floating down the river….
i love you
June 2009
2 posts
and im floating in a mostly peculiar way
Dear life-
Why do you let me slip thru my fingers so fast, if its not one thing its the other, and you put everybody before yourself… why? what have other people done for you before themselves? not even your own girlfriend thought about you for the first half of your relationship… why not think about yourself for a few minutes, think about why you give and give and give...
70 days
on our 5 mo.
im so fucking proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May 2009
1 post
I am under
the most tremendous amount of stress, i probably have ever been under…
yeah, i want nothing more than for her to be where she wants to be, but that isn’t my apartment. 3 mos clean then we’ll get to talking, today is 30 days sober, and I am proud of her, but I am not proud of her attitude towards the situation. Tears, screaming and anger won’t get anything accomplished,...
April 2009
4 posts
a long overdue update
Last weekend i experienced a weekend i will never experience for the rest of my life
I had seen bob weir and rat dog perform back in like, november, last minute tickets, top 3 rows of the orpheum, so high up there was condensation and humidity on the walls, tripping balls remembering the lights during “One More Saturday Night” and everybody just screaming with bobby as they finished...
I need you to be here.
americancer:
(via saturdaycupcakes)
A FUCKING MEN
just because
i used words that weren’t accurate
just because I told her things that weren’t true
doesn’t mean i believed them
fueling a fire and making yourself seem stronger than you are
hurts more than just the recipricantt of whom the words are being told to
i spent 9 months being told worse…
can you blame me for being hurt and upset?
can you blame me for anything at all?
...
March 2009
3 posts
to you tumblr followers
Sorry i have lost track of your attention.
Now is the time i must say that i took a journey into a gaping sea of frustration, turmoil, mistrust and violence and have emerged out with nothing but the rays of sun shining to warm that coldness that we all endever.
to you that have fallen i condemn you for your words of encouragement and guidance.
you fuckers were so wrong. PEACE
February 2009
7 posts
This song makes me think of you….. nonstop
a million little pieces
“Happiness is the highest good, being a realization and perfect practice of virtue, which some can attain, while others have little or none of it…”
Remnants linger here, within it’s breath, gently falling. the snow upon my gaze. here the crops grow to abate the others. Save this corpse. forgive this thirst. i fear you will shun my arrival. shameless abuse your weakness...
hi hi hi
i have a valentine.. and im actually really happy about it….
i just hope she is too
something.. something something something
Im sitting here, it’s 12:06 PM and i need to be at class early tomorrow. I am on 3 days of no sleep, just constant working. I had no idea that art school consumed so much of my god damn time, when im not at school im doing work or at work, the only difference between the two is that im high off campus.
Another note, walking from allston to kenmore this morning was not fun in the snow. and...
January 2009
20 posts
no comment please.
I probably made one of the biggest mistakes i could make…
ever going to respond?
the status of “Read” makes me want to regurgitate
is it bad..
That i feel like i want to be destructive all day?
haven’t left this room since 9pm last night.
Don’t plan on leaving till tomorrow morning, if anything.
cuz it's two years down, and now im back for...
“Woke up this morning, put my shoes on my feet
got a head full of problems, but i wont let bother me!
gota face it my self, gotta hope to change it soon
not listenin to anyone, and i won’t let it bother me!
How come you can’t see thru today? SEE THRU TODAY!
I’ll make sure that things will GO. MY. WAY!
Got two things in mind
and thats girls and liquor
I leave every...
how to?
Everyone says to do the exact opposite of what i am doing…
how the hell do i win with this…
my shot is far gone, i was given too many of them and disregarded them. now when i need them the most they are the furthest away.
im going to stop biting my tongue…. im begging…
time to change, perfect timeing
There have always been people that i kept around in my life because i saw something in them. I saw a spark in them, i thought they were different and they could come across that amazing feature i saw in them, Whether it was how they cared about the people around them, or their ability to be an individual. Two people, both very different. One an ex, one a friend, i thought very differently then the...
my friend
why can’t we just start from square one?
Hi my name is Justin Nicholas Lavigne, im a Graphic Design student at the Art Institute of Boston in Kenmore square. I live in Allston MA, with my 3 best friends in a 2 story house. I work as a tattoo artist at Stingray Tattoos in Allston. My favorite things to do are hang out with my friends, make and play music, write, and do my art. I am a...
THE GRATEFUL DEAD LIVES ON! →
April 17th- Albany
April 18th- Worcester
April 19th- Worcester
April 26th- Hartford
going to all 4, spending way too much money, but i think its worth it.
is it lame im obsessed with this song….
i will get by, i will survive
So, tour, hmm it was great, and the vacation i got to take advantage of was much needed. I loved more than anything being out on the boat fishing in the ocean seeing dolphins, just being back in humid temperate climates as supposed to this frigid tundra of boston. Monday was by far one of the most relaxing days i had in almost 5 years.
i sat on a boat with my 8 best friends drinking beers...